The following is a blog entry by DHR's Contributing Writer (and my very own hypnosis subject), Lacey.
As I continue my journey of self discovery I'm finding myself
fascinated with BDSM and the theme behind it, particularly the
bondage/submission aspect. Still only in reading and viewing social
media and dabbling hypnotically. As I explore and move forward,
following desires that I'm becoming aware of, it dawned on me...
Hypnosis is the Ultimate Bondage. These thoughts were spinning in my head tonight to the point that I had to sit up and write them down. Thought I'd share:
When I choose to yield and allow you to take control of all my
movement, my vision, my speech, hearing only your words and feeling what
I'm told to feel the possibilities become endless. My movement is
limited as I lie there hyper aware of everything going on around me and
inside me. Thinking clearly, alert and fully aware of you as you
consume me.
I can
feel your eyes taking in every piece of me and it's still not enough.
How do I communicate all of these heightened feelings in this
outwardly paralyzed state? Everything inside me is leaping, falling,
dancing, screaming, moaning, flying,... still I can't move. I'm barely
breathing. How do I let you know how I feel, what I want? What
social cues can I muster, and does it even matter? Is your goal to
tease mercilessly, taking me further and deeper, forever chasing the
prize into an endless abyss? Or is it to stroke and please my
subconscious until I've melted into a puddle of blissful warmth?
I whimper a little, attempting to communicate how fantastically
overwhelming your words and direction are, hoping for more - always
more, but praying for a touch of gentleness. The adrenaline is pumping
relentlessly. I moan, long and deep begging for you to continue.
Hoping my plea falls on generous ears and you give me what I'm wanting
and craving more than anything.
As I lie there knowing you control the direction, I try to move a
little hoping to guide your desire. Doing everything I can to call
attention to the areas that need it the most. But withholding is a
powerful hypnotic tool. One that will get me to where we both
ultimately want me. Oh, but so is pleasure compiled on pleasure
compiled on pleasure, blitzing me to total yield and surrender.
But what drives you today? Fulfilling your desires or mine? .... Both - the power exchange is intoxicating!
The beauty of hypnosis is the power behind it, the effectiveness. The
ability to accomplish anything with life-changing lasting results. I
find it amusing that my blog wasn't necessarily erotic. I've always
found the state of trance to be highly arousing and the connection with
my guide mutually intimate. Therefore it was implied.
I challenge you to re read this with
your
passion/kink in mind and completely lose yourself in the experience,
whether it be a memory of a phenomenal trance or simply taking a peek at
what's available to
anyone here!
Now hopefully to sleep. Perchance to dream!
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